what's the point of writing
the lirics you could never understand
that's why we won't say a message
in this song

you may think you're smart
we may think you're stupid
and that's why we always have to
classify ourselves

but we don't think you're stupid
and please don't think you're a god
take just one deep breath
and try to realize
that all of us are just
drops of water in the sea
and we could never live the american dream
how could we ever live the american dream

we once saw what is behind the screen
when the lights are out than you can see
that all of those smiling faces are false
when they got down the make-up
they're nothing but the goasts

and they all try to live the american dream

SPRING

sometimes when I'm with you
in a nice warm summer night
lying near you on the grass
somewhere in the countryside

no clouds the sky is clear
the stars are shining brightly
my mind is peaceful now
and I can see myself from inside

march april may june

when the full moon looks at me
all my troubles are lost away
now I see my life so clear
past present and future are today

summer season brings happiness
for cooling down the winter comes
spring time means the grass is green
and I'm falling in love again

...fall in love
...the sun has come
...you're my only one
...I'm so in love

DOWN AT THE BOWERY

why are you asking if I'm happy
can't you see the answer on my tired face
don't ask me why I'm unhappy
just look around and you will know it well

down at the bowery shadows are visable
tired of life they're still trying to survive
the nigh has slowly come they got nowhere to hide
they all did have dreams in their youth
the only dream now is some warm food and bed
down at the bowery they are so lonely... I know

RED CANDLE

day after day
my life becomes empty and boring
I'm sitting in my dirty room
and killing my own life and future
but why should I keep it like this

how would it be
to accept my life as it is
to stop being drunk every night
and being an idiot
every time when I'm with you

please turn around and look at me for a moment
don't make it so hard for me cause I am an
ordinary guy but no no you don't want me
I know you will never need such a bastard
who is always drunk and crazy and lazy
you will give your love to somebody else
he will kiss you hold you touch your boobs oh no

and when I die like a dog
down by the road
on that place please
light red candle for me

and remember me only one second
that is all I need from you
but honey if you can't do it
forgive me for loving you

HAPPY AGAIN

beyond seven mountains seven seas
there's my sweet home waiting for me
I wanna go there and very soon
I'll play with my friends that's all I'm gonna do

check it out check it in
wellcome to my reality

I am so happy
happy again
to be with my friends forever

there's a forest near the river
it's really nice place just come and see
I wanna go there it's not a myth
playing with my friends like a little kid

9 MONTHS

nine months in the darkness
no space strange voices
hot like hell wanna be free
please help me god out of misery

born again

living in this world
it's a nice experience
coming back again and again
but still no time to be serious

eating sleeping mating defending
is all what we do
so please look beyond the body
what is happening to you my friend

another day another death
anoder sorrow another grave
another birth another cry
and still we think we will never die

now I'll eat you
than you'll eat me
who is stronger tell me
I want out please help me god

MY FRIEND

what is real and what is false
nobody knows and nobody cares

who's right and who's wrong
nobody knows and nobody cares

why there's a war why there's no peace
nobody knows and nobody cares

if there's another choice
why chose the overdose
nobody knows and nobody cares

hey my friend please don't die again
hey brother just be what you are
it is all your personal choice
don't blow it cause this is your freedom

yeah, yeah...freedom my friend
freedom again

why are you black and why am I white
nobody knows and nobody cares

why are you woman why am I man
nobody knows and nobody cares

why is there a difference between you and me
nobody knows and nobody cares

if there's another choice
why choose the overdose
nobody knows and nobody cares

UTOPIAN

when I look back in my life I see pictures
I see episodes that can't be forgotten
my brother played drums in punk band for years
he choose to be a plant instead of a human

sometimes I wonder who was a creator
of the philosophy based on hate anger and destruction
sometimes I wonder who will be a creator
of the philosophy based on humanity moral and respect

look me in the eyes and call me an idiot
rase your voice and call this utopia
but I belive there is a better place
for you for me for everybody

GONE AWAY

he said enough and made up his mind
with oneway ticket he entered first train
maybe one day he will come back
if he can say everything he feels

he wants to complain for every unjustice
and say out loud that he hates hypocrisy
in this society he can not say
that's why he's gone
gone away
far away

ROAMER

it's dark outside
it's cold and windy night
midnight's already passed
and I'm not feeling so fine
I'm falling asleep so slowly
as the candle starts to extinguish

I fell asleep
and I dreamed about the world in 1999.
and it was the end of the world
that's what he told me
who's he is he a god
or just another roamer
that fell asleep like me

(written and dreamed in 1997.)

NICE TO SEE YOU

hello and welcome to the punk rock show
do you remember the indians and how they use to dance
leave your worries behind you join us in the circle
and we'll slam together singing ancient song

it really doesn't matter
if you are white or negro
as long as you give us the good vibrations
it really doesn't matter
if you are male or female
we don't really mind that kind of shit

we'll never be as big as kelly family
cause there are only three members in our band
so give us the food and gas money too
we're only doing this for you

we are very happy to see you all
in this like marihuana stinkin' hall

LOVE SONG

please listen to the story of my heart
maybe you can help me always to see divine art
sometimes mind is covered and my ears can not hear
what message of inner voice says to me it's not clear

they said that love is not for us
cause we are from the different classes
but my heart tells me that I am free

I was there on the party smart and wise
from every word my mind makes elephant out of mouse
love comes so suddenly I can't understand
enters like a needle and comes out like a plough

it's better not to understand
reveal your feelings out again
and fly away cause you are free

four times more than yesterday
our love grow crazy every day
nobody knows what's happening in my heart
you are always here for me
in good and bad times
you see I love you more than this song can explain to you

jumping around with the camera you make us laugh a lot
captured by your smiling face my thoughts are about to stop
in my heart I decide it this is the match of my life
it's like a deja vous and you will be my wife

most of the people said it's not just like that
but we love each other and they are evious rats
many times they try us hey you two love is not real
but we just kick their asses cause they can not understand

STOP FOREVER

he wakes up in the morning and
starts yelling at his mother
his little sister could not understand
why her brother is sometimes so angry and
few hours latter he's got
smile on his face

confusion in his sisters' heart
teers falling down from his mothers' eyes
he could not care less he doesn't give a fuck
as long as he's stoned

hey brother tell me why are you acting every morning like that
leave me alone you're too young
and you could never understand
why your brother is sometimes so angry and
few hour latter he's got
smile on his face

and still there's confusion in his sisters' heart
tears falling down from his mothers' eyes
he couldn't care less he doesn't give a fuck
as long as he's stoned
as long as he's got

the oportunity to do drugs
but it will come the day
when he'll have to stop
that will be the day he'll
stop forever

LET IT FLOW

once upon a time ther was a boy
youn little siuxy boy
he was so gentle and meek
like an angel

he loved his friends and family and beasts
his life was always without enemies
but gradually he saw that no one understands
what he was saying

one little indian
two little indian
three little indian boys
all for one and one for all
it doesn't work out anymore

open your heart and don't be afraid
love is all around and let it flow
it has to be enough don't make it slow
embace the sun and start it by your own

embace the sun
don't make it slow
embrace the sun
and let it flow

REASON TO LIVE

when I look at the mirror
I see my reflection
I see little boy who's still playing with toys
a boy with no wisdom filled with soul doubt
a dick with no self respect

sometimes I feel so lonely
then I don't know what to do
where to run where to hide
I wish I could go from the face of the earth
sometimes I think my life is going to end really soon

maybe that's the way it just has to be
this boring life is the face of reality

I've got nowhere to run
I've got nowhere to hide
I can't live like this anymore
this lonely life is just a bore

but then one lightning struck in the middle of his heart
and he could understand it was a message straight from god
he found out that life could be filled with smiles and sunny days
so now he's always singing and dancing in the most estatic way

he found himself the true reason to live
and now he's begging everyone to forgive

NEW DAY RISING

there was a man he always traveled around
walking down the road he carried a gun on his back
going from town to town hoping to find someone
someone who will sing with him and shared with others
the message of love

good morning new day rising
good morning the road trip is calling
good morning new age is coming to us
good morning the sun is shining again

good morning hey guys get up now
good morning back on the road again
good morning we have a gig tonight
good morning night after night

since he was a little kid a rainbow of sounds giuded his life
at the begining it look's like he'll drowned in the promises of modern society
but at the end all the people wanted to follow his footsteps
so now the time has come to realize that this man is the
courage in our hearts